Monday, September 04, 2006
Live With No Regrets...
老爸,
我昨晚终于梦见你了. 在梦中, 你驾着罗厘载着我, 不知到何处. 只记得你偶尔看着我, 对我微笑. 那一副慈祥的微笑另我一生中难以忘怀. 二十年来从未变过. 最终你停了下来, 我们俩都下了车. 我只记得我走到你身旁, 问了: "老爸, 你为什么要走?" 只见得你底下了头, 开始暗泣. 我右手跨过你的右肩, 抱着你. 就如往常, 你还在世的时候一样. 我每一次就是这样抱着你. 这二十年, 儿子我不记得看过你流下眼泪. 即使在梦中, 我依然那么心痛. 我就着样紧紧抱着你, 什么都没说. 最终, 你也只说了一句: "我要走了."
就这样, 你离别了我. 我现在掉的眼泪不知是终于能见到你的喜悦, 还是知道你得离开我们的伤悲. 我小时发誓要把你养到老, 现已成为我一生中最大的遗憾. 可是还有妈我得照顾. 你放心, 家里事一切由我看管, 教导弟妹的责任由我分担. 所以老爸, 您安心走吧. 我会好好过日子的.
你的'牛脾气'大儿子,
XXX
As I read this, I feel really sad for my friend. It's not something we can imagine happening to ourselves. I want to console him but at the same time, I know nothing will make him feel better. All I can say is be strong... Time will heal all wounds, just that some will leave scars... I have went through the pain of losing someone close to my heart before too. I can understand your pain... And to all others out there, please remember not to live with regrets...
My mind's unweaving / 12:24 AM
