Monday, August 22, 2005
Reminiscence of The Old Days
Recently I came by a very nice soundtrack named Tennesse from Pearl Harbor and it really touched my heart. It brings back some memories which I have been trying my best not to recall. There's is person I have stop seeing for really long and we keep avoiding each other. I don't know how long this will carry on but I think it's probably the best solution for me. I have been running away from this problem for very long but I am not ready to face it just yet. Apparently we are fine with our lives now and I do not intend to change it in any way. Friends have been telling me to move on and I know it's for my own good but yet I can't snap out of it. Lots of people believe it's because that I am in NS and my life is now stagnant and that's why I am stuck in the past misery and everything will be fine the day I depart my NS life and enter Uni. I certainly hope that they are right in every sense. In the meantime I will try my best not to dwell in self-pity or keep thinking about the past and I sincerely hope that in times to come everything will come to a full stop and we can all find our own happiness in life.
My mind's unweaving / 3:43 AM
